oh wow i just realsied how late it is... anyway i just did the bravest thing i have done in a long time, but i think that im a oerson who procrastinates until i forget or the moment has passed, and i really dont think i should do that anymore so i have faced up to problems facing me, and im glad that i did, and im glad that He was with me as i did it. stuff. i just hope you get it. i guess i just kinda wish i had someone to talk to right now, but i know i wont actually go and find people to talk to about it, just hope they'll come to me which i know they wont so well. haha. see how lor. have to talk to my blog tho its like 3.20am and im qt tired and stuff. well i guess im feeling happy now la. it always feels good to be doing something about something ya :)

had an interesting conv yest and i guess i really dont want to hurt anymore people so maybe things are just better this way, no point thinking so much about it and talking about it and then end up hurting someone i care about again so i think ill hold my peace this time :)

had a nice bar talk with andrew and joe today, i realise that hanging out at a bar just chatting and sharing in peoples lives is really kinda fun haha. i wish i had more people i could go barring with haha. too bad all the people i could go with are in army or stay too far. oh wells. like joe said, drinking too much is bad also haha.

anyway im a rich girl now! yay haha. happy days are here again. i taught tuition for 5 hours today la. all i did today was teach tuition and go for wni... no wonder im so awake still. was supposed to meet yam to mug but then we both could not get out of bed so we decided to take a break today and i slept till like 130 haha yay so fun. i like! hmm but well i think we did mug qt alot this week so im qt proud of us! woohoo :)